Today, cant stop crying. But it’s good to cry, right? I was just missing my life, who I was, the accomplishments that I had achieved that dont seem to mean much now. But I can’t stay in that frame of mind because I have faith in Jesus. It’s just scary, but the angels had me read two things that helped me. First, my daily Joel Osteen email that said “After This”, pretty much that God is saying you have an “after this”. That God is saying and promising after the bad break, after the disappointment, after the pain, there is a full life.
Then in reading my Russell Simmons book, Super Rich told the story of Bhagavad Gita, that even though he had Lord Krishna by his side going into battle, he was still afraid and instead of facing his adversaries, wanted to run to the mountains and meditate on it, but God said to no, go face your battles and have your peace there. I can understand that. I always want to run away and I can never seem to get far enough.
It is time to stop looking outside yourself for the answers to why you haven’t created the life and results you want, for it is you who creates the quality of the life you lead and the results you produce. You—no one else! To achieve major success in life—to achieve those things that are most important to you—you must assume 100% responsibility for your life. Nothing less will do.