So I’m supposed to weigh in this Saturday or Sunday and even though I have been working really hard, I’m freaking out. Freaking out so much that I just looked up the Biggest Loser dehydration secrets to a great weigh in. And what I found, I realized I was being ridiculous. I’m not willing to harm my body just for a weigh in. I mean some people’s hair fell out, they peed blood. I am striving to find a place where I am comfortable with my numbers on a scale. Because even if I have a good weigh in, after that initial joy, I’m spending the rest of the time, anxious that I’m going to gain a pound the next day. So I’m going to pray and meditate and focus on just being happy, determined, motivated and blessed. No matter what the scale says.
I believe we are a species with amnesia, I think we have forgotten our roots and our origins. I think we are quite lost in many ways. And we live in a society that invests huge amounts of money and vast quantities of energy in ensuring that we all stay lost. A society that invests in creating unconsciousness, which invests in keeping people asleep so that we are just passive consumers of products and not really asking any of the questions.